Grace or Judgement.

So I had somehow forgotten about this blog. I have been wanting to start one and in the process, found this.

I have decided to continue blogging in the hopes that some of you might be blessed and maybe find yourself a little closer to Jesus.

I have been reflecting on the events of the past couple of weeks in my life.

Someone had inadvertently hurt me in a way that cut me deeper than it should have.

Why did they do It? Why did I let them? Why did I not lash out at them at the time?

The last one is the easiest for me to answer. I usually don’t lash out right away because I have learned how damaging my anger can be. It is only by God’s help that I am not in jail or dead from reacting in anger.

When I was younger, my siblings use to get me so mad that despite their being bigger than me, I would come in swinging. They would respond by holding me off with a simple hand placed on my head to keep me at arms length.

What a sight that was. My brother or sister standing there holding me back with a simple hand placement. Myself, swinging away just hoping I would land a deadly punch to their being. So angry, so intent on their destruction.

So, because I can’t fix my anger at this point, I am choosing grace over judgement.

How will I do this? Not sure but my prayer today is the God might remind me that, in simple ways, I can show mercy and grace to those around me. Even when they don’t see it.

Often times, we are hurt or hurt others without intention. The one that hurt me probably doesn’t even know they did.

Lord please help me to not be that person to someone else. At least for today.

Be blessed

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